CT scan today.

Well, here we go again, the merry-go-round of doom is here again, I am on it and it is going far to fast.

After having 3 months of not having to worry about Theo, he is back and I am hoping that he has done his best to be my friend.

He has been wonderful so far, I want it to continue. With losing beautiful warriors recently, it brings home the reality of it all. Just how mortal I am, I have no control over Theo and what he wants to do but I do have control over how I deal with him.

Letter to Theo.

Dear Theo,

We met in 2006 and have been fairly good friends since then. We have had our ups and downs like most relationships. There are lots of things I would like to do and as I can't do them without you, I want to do them with you.

I want to celebrate your coming of age, 13, wouldn't that be wonderful.

At the moment you have just started school, you are 5 years old and I hope you learn that we can live together quite happily like we have done the past 5 years. You don't need to take charge, be happy in your warm, comfy abode and let me be happy in mine.

Be kind to me today and when I get your school report that tells me you have been very good and not developed anymore than you should.

If you can't do that, then Piss Off....!!!